I think that the most difficult thing to battle is hope. Spencer Hastings once said You know what they say about hope, it breeds eternal misery. Sometimes you tend to create your own hope when there's none left, and I think that's what makes it both lovely and pathetic. Lovely in such a way that you are in a state of optimism so good that it can actually be the death of you. Pathetic because you're just making it difficult for yourself.

At work, they say I do well on playlists. Here's me giving it a try and sharing it to everyone. 

This mixtape is the push and pull of staying/leaving. Feel it until it no longer hurts, until you have made your mind what to do next. 

Fair warning: this can be a bit dragging.

Tracklist:

1. Friends, Lovers, Or Nothing — John Mayer
2. My Last Goodbye — Trading Yesterday
3. The Last Song I'll Write For You — David Cook
4. (The Symphony of) Blase / Amsterdam — Anberlin
5. Talk — Kodaline
6. When Did You Stop Loving Me — Hunter Hayes
7. Come Back Down — Greg Laswell ft. Sara Bareilles
8. I Did It For You — David Cook
9. Back To You — John Mayer
10. Come Back Down — Lifehouse
11. Learning To Breathe — Switchfoot
12. Somewhere Only We Know — Keane
13. Come Home — One Republic
14. Lego House — Ed Sheeran
15. Come Back When You Can — Barcelona